I've lost three more lbs. Working on more. I haven't ate all day. I'm on a water fast. I use to purdge a lot (and I have a lot of great tips if anyone needs help, because I know how difficult it may be at first) but lately I can't bring myself to do it. It's not hard But I mean Im going to wait and see if I need to. It hasn't been but a week since I actually started again, and Im already see results. I have my fingers crossed that there will be no more threats of sending me to the hospital. People tell me I should model but to get noticed I have got to be thin. It would be nice to model but, right now I just want to be thin! I'm looking so grotesque. I pray I can get my weight at least to 89lbs soon, but I would like to be not so much boney but fit. so I have a smooth lean appeal.
